Thursday, March 28, 2013

Thoughts on Lizard

And the third reason I have been MIA is a small amphibious creature I like to call Lizard. Plain and simple. I will not use the bf/gf labels for fear he may scurry away, but nevertheless, he has become an integral part of my daily life.

To be fair, this 'situation' has not come about without its hiccups, but what is truly worth having that didn't? Through all of it, I have grown tremendously in my awareness of his relationship inexperience; a not knowing, rather than a simply not doing. For every time I have pushed, he has pushed back. "I really like you...a lot." He's definitive in his feelings; no hesitation whatsoever in his voice. And he is passionate about it. And when I tell him that I know nothing's perfect, he promptly tells me that I am. And strangely enough, I think to him I just may be.

But is it too much to ask? Is it more than I deserve?

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