Is no news really good news? I'm not so sure...
I have been in this place many times before...the waiting place. I think our lives are simply a series of waiting - waiting for the workday to end, waiting for the grade on a final exam you think you've bombed, waiting for the right man to appear in your life, waiting to die. And it's no wonder that I hate waiting...especially waiting on a response.
In regard to Lizard, I have been here many times before. The ensuing conversations have always been fruitful, rather than futile, and I have been grateful for how we've grown...together.
But is this time different? Did too much happen that cannot be undone, taken back? Is it too much for us to move forward...as us?
It feels as though most of my friends are not optimistic about a long-term future with us, and perhaps they are right, but one says that she does not think this is yet the end of the line for us. And I tell her that I'm not ready for it to be. But when do I ever get what I want in relationships?
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