Today is a hard day. I am praying for strength...strength to get through this time - no matter the length - strength to let go, for it's in the letting go that you discover the true nature of the intent and need.
Lizard and I hit a hard wall last night, and it hurts. I think we are both hurt, and you either grow together from the hurt or you grow apart. Our relationship, especially in its current state, is still new and fresh, but it is needing more direction, from him. And I need to be strong, to allow him the space he needs to determine if this is indeed what he wants, what he needs.
But it's easier to be weak, to give in, to contact him. But I can't. I need to be strong, strong for myself, strong for him, strong for us. I have to believe, in my heart and in my soul, that what's meant to be will be, and me pushing it along can not make what is to be, be.
Prayer of St. Francis by Sarah McLachlan
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