The X Factor

As to not mislead you with the title of this post, I'll get straight to the point. I have been BUSY being a GF, hence the lack in blog-posting. I.Am.Sorry.

When we last talked, I was very impatiently waiting, waiting, waiting on a word from him. And, in typical fashion, I could wait no longer. I broke down and called him. He said he would come over so we could talk, and then I knew. I knew he was coming over to break up with me. I cried. No, I CRIED. I did not want it to be over. I was not ready for it to be over. But how often have I gotten what I wanted when it comes to relationships?

But, wait. That wasn't it at all. In actuality, he was coming over to apologize. It had never occurred to him to break things off. He just needed time to think, time to process. And I was and am the happiest girl on the planet.

Over the past few weeks, we have grown so much in our relationship. My "speeches" as he affectionately calls them are fruitful once again, and we are learning each other more and more everyday. He's even made enormous strides in all things 'S'. And in the process we are finding our way...together. Together is a place that I try desperately not to take for granted, especially when we are wrapped up in each others' arms.

The other major topic to divulge is that I ran into my ex the other day. Like, literally, he was out walking his dog while I was on my nightly run. And it was ok...really, it was ok. We spent many, many wonderful years together, and nothing will ever change that. He looked happy, and I am happy. The End.