Update: Childfree and Happy

I am excited to announce that I have started a new organization, community if you will, for women like me! These women are strong, independent, mostly in their 40s and 50s, and most importantly, they don't want children. Years ago, I posted about needing a social and support group, and I decided to stop complaining and start doing. Are you interested in joining me on this journey?

Update: (Un)Happy Endings

Years ago I wrote a post about how my life could be summed up into a series of movie moments. Recently a colleague and good friend commented how my life is like a movie, and I couldn't help but think that in the movies, the tide always turns, the peanut butter always finds the jelly, and the guy always gets the girl (unless, of course, it's one of those artsy films, and who has time for those?!). My movie doesn't quite look like that, but then again, it's not at the end yet, is it?

Soul's Compass

Regardless of the reciprocity of the feelings, he will always be my soul's compass. I wanted desperately, disgustingly so, to have something, really anything, with him, but it was never meant to be. I tried to make the most amazing weekend of my life into something it was never destined to be. I tried to make this incredible connection we shared online into something it was never destined to be.

And it broke me. I am broken. Still.